TIRED..once again...

Ran across this old blog...wanted to post it on here...cause the person i wrote this for is once again making me realize how tired i am of his ass!!!

April 21,2007: Tired

I'M TIRED...TIRED OF BULLSHIT ASS NIGGAS WHO AIN'T ABOUT SHIT...TIRED OF BEING PUT SECOND WHEN I KNOW THAT I DESERVE TO BE 1ST...I'M TIRED OF SETTLING...FOR LESS...TIRED OF BEING HIS MISTRESS...TIRED OF BEING LABELED AS WEAK...OF BEING PREDICTABLE...OF BEING HIS SCAPGOAT...TIRED OF BEING HIS DOWN ASS BITCH...TIRED OF THE BROKEN PROMISES...THE HEARTACHE...THE TEXT MESSAGES...HIM BEING SO SECRETIVE...ME NOT BEING HIS BESTFRIEND....TIRED OF HER BEING HIS BESTFRIEND...TIRED OF HAVING 2 DEAL WITH HER...TIRED OF THE LIES...ABOUT EVERYTHING...TIRED OF THE SECRET DATES...TIRED OF MYSPACE....OF NOT BEING ABLE TO BE IN THE #1 SPOT...TIRED OF HAVING TO WORK MY WAY UP...TIRED OF HAVING TO PROVE MYSELF TO HIM...TIRED OF HIS FISTS TO MY FACE...TIRED OF HAVING TO HIDE BRUISES...TIRED OF CRYING EVERYNIGHT...TIRED OF HIM NOT HAVING ANYMORE MONEY B/C HE SPENT IT ON SOME BITCH...TIRED OF HURTING...OF PAIN...OF LOVE...OF MISTAKES...OF REGRETS...OF TRUST...TIRED OF HIM NOT BEING ABLE TO ANSWER MY PHONE CALLS B/C HE'S SO BUSY...TIRED OF HIM ANSWERING THE PHONE AT 6AM...TIRED OF "THIS WEEKEND IT'S GONNA BE JUST ME & YOU" AND IT TURNS OUT TO BE HIM AND HIS BOYS...AND IN BETWEEN THAT BEING WITH SOME OTHER BITCH...TIRED OF MYSELF GOING AROUND IN CIRCLES WITH HIM...TIRED CUZ I CAN'T LET GO...TIRED CUZ I LOVE HIM TOO MUCH...OR MAYBE I JUST CAN'T IMAGINE TO SEE HIM WITH SOME1 ELSE...TIRED OF MY GUT INSTINCTS....TIRED OF A WOMAN'S INTUITION...TIRED OF PROOF THAT HE'S BEEN LYING TO ME THIS WHOLE TIME...I'M JUST TIRED...
let me know if you've felt this way before...or is it just me?